Stand back if you

frightened!
Yeah! Get back cause we fighting!

I'm fucking tired of these girls thinking its okay to yell at people and throw out the excuse of PMS! that shit isnt cute. I'm tired

of u fucking yelling at me. I dont need that. I'm tired of my friends getting tired of me and leaving me. w/e fuck it.

And thanks to friends who come in you room while ur sleeping...

I just wish I didnt have to think about the past and get upset. w/e Im Done.

Currently Listening Everready By Tech N9ne Riot Maker see related

I hate who I have become..... My sweetest friend.

Everyone i know goes away in the end....

I'm upset, what else is new. I had a dream that involved two people in my life and one hard decision. Life sucks. Why do people have to get hurt. I wish none of my friends ever felt alone or abandoned. I'm always there for them. I wish there was something I could do, but you hate me. So talk to me if you want to... I'll just be waiting for you.

Currently Listening Black Rain By Dark Lotus see related

Ain't no love... like this one.

Being silly is what I do.

 And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

That song makes me think.... alot. Just wish things were different between us. I want to be your friend and be able to talk to you like friends do. I want to give you a hug without feeling like im pressuring you into something you dont want to do. We can't even hang out... That hurts. I just wish we were Cool. You said that you'd be there for me no matter what... what happened to that, You lied. WHY!? If you were never going to be there for me... why would you lie, just tell the truth. It pains me to feel like this. I've never been the same since i  seen you for the first time. Fuck you for this. Fuck you for killing me inside. I really do wish i didnt have to feel like this. I wish i didnt have to avoid you because I still feel funny inside when i see you. I know things will never be the same, but atleast try to continue a friendship for me. That would mean so much to me. I realise you have a new life, and believe it or not i am happy for you. Everyday I think of my situation and all the heartache i cause other people. I'm so fucked up since that day that you said goodbye. I even picked up some bad habits like cigarettes and Alcohol (which arent your fault its mine). I will never forget you. And you will always have a piece of my heart. I wish i wasn't so fucked up. <3

Anyways... Pictures...

"Sing me something soft, sad, and delicate or loud and out of key. Sing me anything"

Currently Listening Enema Of The State By blink-182 Adams Song see related

 New Pictures. Im back in the Burgy Burg and its cold as shit.it was -25 degrees... shits ridiculous. I miss alot of people back home. ALOT!

My window when i woke up in the morning....

closer image.... its amasing!!!

and me and kelsey being goofy as hell lol.

me and kelso again. just having a morning talk in the lounge.